I don't know if I should really move on over him. I am just so scared of false hopes and just so scared of getting hurt. I never want to shed a single tear again. What if I really get to go back together with Fats? Will it be like before or worse. I was looking at all the hotels just now then I start to realise a series of little stories that I thought was just plainly coincidence. I starting tearing a little. Why can't God be a little nicer towards me? Since you take away my looks, give me a better life can? Why is it like those kind of pretty people seem that they don't have worries at all? For me the best example is really Jacinta, she has everything. Aiya, life is unfair lah fuck.